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Gates, waiting for that very Will that had possessed me on earth to
receive me in Heaven first; and then, after my entrance into the beatific

Celestial Will, they could withdraw, each one to its place.

But, since I could not do this, I felt melancholic, and so I was going

around throughout the whole Creation. Now, while I was doing this, a
loud, harmonious and silvery voice made itself heard from the centre of
Creation, saying: “Your sad note has communicated itself to all created

things; so, today you have put us all in melancholy. Be sure that we will
all accompany you to Heaven it is right that one who has been in our
midst, who has kept us company, may not enter Heaven without our
company. But all Creation will remain without the one who puts gaiety in

It, who keeps It in feast. Your echo will no longer resound in our midst,
by which, rendering us as though speaking, we magnify, love and
praise that Divine Will that created us and preserves us. We will lose

she who visits us and keeps us company.”

The voice kept silent, and I myself felt I was breathing a melancholic air.
So I thought I had committed sin for having put the whole Creation in

melancholy with my sadness. And so I yearned for my sweet Jesus to
tell him of the evil I had done; to tell Him that the reason He had made
me write so many things regarding the Divine Will was so that these

might reach into the midst of creatures, in such a way that, by living of
this Divine Fiat, they might possess a Kingdom so holy.

Then, while I was thinking of this and other things, my beloved Jesus
moved in my interior and told me: “My daughter, you are right in wanting
to come, but before all the knowledges of My Will come out and do their

course, it will take time. And this is why the Creation is right in saying
that It will be left in Its silence once again. However, I do not want you
to oppress yourself abandon yourself in Me and let your Jesus do
everything.”

And I: “My Love, when You take me to Heaven, I pray that You take me
quickly, quickly so that they may not have the time to give me this

obedience.”

But while I was saying this, I seemed to see the heavens, the sun and
all Creation bowing around me to pay homage; and Jesus added: “My

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