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to me in this fusion in the Divine Volition. As I fuse myself in
Him, before my mind comes an immense void of complete light.
In this light one cannot find the limits of height or depth, nor the
limits to the left or right, nor before or behind. In the midst of
this immensity, at an extremely high point, I seem to see the
Divinity, or the Three Divine Persons, Who await me; but this is
always mentally. And I do not know how, but a little baby goes
out from me, and it is I, myself; perhaps it is my little soul. But it
is moving to see this little baby put herself on her way in this
immense void, all alone, who timidly walks on tip toes with her
eyes always turned to where she sees the Three Divine
Persons, because she fears that if she looks down in that
immense void, she will not know where she will end. All her
strength is in that fixed gaze above, which, being reciprocated
by the gaze of the Most High, gains strength in the journey.
Now then, as the tiny child arrives before Them, she prostrates
with her face toward the void to adore the Divine Majesty. But
one hand of the Divine Person lifts the little girl and They say to
her: "Our daughter, the little daughter of our Will, should come
into our arms."
And she, on hearing this, becomes joyful and makes
festive the Three Divine Persons who, taking delight in her,
await the fulfillment of her office which they have entrusted to
her. And she, with the gracefulness appropriate for a little girl,
says:
"I come to adore You, to bless You, to thank You for
everyone; I come to tie all the human wills of all generations to
your Throne, from the first to the last man, so that all recognize
your Supreme Will, even the lost souls. I came so that the
blessed may infinitely enjoy It, so that creatures both present
and future, without any exception, adore It, love It and give It
life in their souls."
Then she adds: "Oh, Supreme Majesty, all creatures are
in this immense void; and I want to take them all to place them
all in your most Holy Volition, so that all might return to the
beginning from whence they came that is, from your Will.
Therefore, I come into your Paternal Arms to bring you all your
children and my brothers and bind them all with your Will. And
I, in the name of everyone and for everyone, want to make
amends and give You the homage and the glory, as if everyone
had done your most Holy Will. But oh, I beg You that there no
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