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can say the so many ways of fusing myself in his most Holy
Volition? This is enough for now. If Jesus wants me to
continue at another time, He will give me the words and the
grace to say more; and I will continue to write.
Besides this, I was saying to my Jesus:
"Tell me, my Love, what is this void that is presented
before my mind when I fuse myself in your most Holy Will?
And who is this little girl who goes out from me, and why does
she feel an irresistible force to go before your Throne, to
deposit her little acts in the Divine Lap, as though to make the
Divinity joyful?"
And my sweet Jesus, all goodness, said to me:
"My daughter, the void is my Will which has not received
correspondence and is at your disposition. It should have been
filled with as many acts as creatures would have done if they
had fulfilled our Will. This immense void that you see
represents our Will which departed our Divinity for the good of
everyone in creation, to make everything and everyone happy.
And, consequently, all creatures should fill this void with
exchanges of their acts and the donations of their will to their
Creator. And not having done this, they have saddened Us
with the gravest offense imaginable. This is why We have
called you with the special mission, that We receive
correspondence and be filled with what the others owe Us:
And this is why We first disposed you with a long chain of
graces, and then We asked you if you wanted to live life in our
Will; and you accepted with a firm and irrevocable 'Yes,' binding
your will to our Throne without wanting to recognize it any
more, because the human will and Divine are not reconcilable
nor can they live together. And so that 'Yes,' that is, your will,
exists firmly bound to our Throne. This is why your soul, as the
little child reborn in our Volition, is attracted to the Supreme
Majesty so that rising before Us your volition, which is already
ours, precedes you and feels our Volition which, as a powerful
magnet, attracts you. And you, instead of looking at your will,
occupy yourself only in bringing into our Bosom all that you
have been able to do in our Will, and deposit there our very
same Will as the greatest homage which is proper and most
pleasing to Us. No longer considering your will, which you
have already forgotten, it is only our Volition living in you that
makes Us joyful. And your little acts done in our Volition bring
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