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can say the so many ways of fusing myself in his most Holy
               Volition?  This is enough for now.  If Jesus wants me to
               continue at another time, He will give me the words and the
               grace to say more; and I will continue to write.

                       Besides this, I was saying to my Jesus:

                       "Tell me, my Love, what is this void that is presented
               before my mind when I fuse myself in your most Holy Will?
               And who is this little girl who goes out from me, and why does
               she feel an irresistible force to go before your Throne, to
               deposit her little acts in the Divine Lap, as though to make the
               Divinity joyful?"

                       And my sweet Jesus, all goodness, said to me:

                       "My daughter, the void is my Will which has not received
               correspondence and is at your disposition.  It should have been
               filled with as many acts as creatures would have done if they
               had fulfilled our Will.  This immense void that you see
               represents our Will which departed our Divinity for the good of
               everyone in creation, to make everything and everyone happy.
               And, consequently, all creatures should fill this void with
               exchanges of their acts and the donations of their will to their
               Creator.  And not having done this, they have saddened Us
               with the gravest offense imaginable.  This is why We have
               called you with the special mission, that We receive
               correspondence and be filled with what the others owe Us:
               And this is why We first disposed you with a long chain of
               graces, and then We asked you if you wanted to live life in our
               Will; and you accepted with a firm and irrevocable 'Yes,' binding
               your will to our Throne without wanting to recognize it any
               more, because the human will and Divine are not reconcilable
               nor can they live together.  And so that 'Yes,' that is, your will,
               exists firmly bound to our Throne.  This is why your soul, as the
               little child reborn in our Volition, is attracted to the Supreme
               Majesty so that rising before Us your volition, which is already
               ours, precedes you and feels our Volition which, as a powerful
               magnet, attracts you.  And you, instead of looking at your will,
               occupy yourself only in bringing into our Bosom all that you
               have been able to do in our Will, and deposit there our very
               same Will as the greatest homage which is proper and most
               pleasing to Us.  No longer considering your will, which you
               have already forgotten, it is only our Volition living in you that
               makes Us joyful.  And your little acts done in our Volition bring


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