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house, eat, drink, decree in my behalf'? And to ensure that no
one impede the possession of his goods, he establishes this
servant as his son and gives him the right of possession. If a
rich man can do this, how much more can I!
"This living in my Volition is the greatest gift that I want to
give to creatures. My kindness and generosity always wishes
to overflow more with love towards creatures. And having
given them everything, not having anything else to give them so
I might be loved, I want to give them the gift of my Will, so that,
possessing It, they will appreciate the great good they possess.
"Do not be amazed if you see that they do not understand.
To understand they would have to dispose themselves to the
greatest of sacrifices, which is not giving life, even in holy
things, to their own will. Only then will they feel the possession
of mine, and they will experience what it means to live in my
Volition. Be attentive, then, and do not become annoyed by the
difficulties they cause. I will make my way little by little so that
the living in my Will is understood."
Volume 33 May 12, 1934,
Extreme need of the abandonment in the Divine Volition,
virtue of It. How everyone turns around God; only the
human will goes wandering and is the disturber of
everyone.
My abandonment in the Fiat is for me an extreme need of my
poor heart, because I feel his Divine Paternity and Maternity,
that with his arms of light, he holds me pressed to his bosom, in
order to pour himself into me, as a most tender Mother, that
loves his daughter with inseparable love, but so much so that
he wants to generate his life in his daughter. It seems that it is a
delirium, a Divine passion of this Holy Mother, that makes him
all eyes, all attention and solicitude, all heart, and in (the)
continuous act of working, in order to conceive, to (make) born
and raise his life in his daughter, all abandoned in his arms. So
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