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I continue in my usual abandonment in the Supreme Volition,
and my always lovable Jesus, on coming, told me: “My
daughter, the light of the sun is not enjoyed equally by all - not
because of the sun, since my works, containing the universal
good, do good to all with no restriction of any kind; but because
of creatures.
Imagine a person who remains in his room: he does not enjoy
all the vividness of the light; and if he enjoys a mild light, he
does not enjoy its heat. There is someone else, then, who is
outside of the built-up area: he enjoys more light, he feels the
heat of the sun; the heat purifies and disinfects the putrid air,
and in enjoying the purified air he becomes stronger and feels
healthier. So, the second person enjoys more of the goods that
the sun brings to the earth.
But, move forward. There is a third person who goes and puts
himself at that point in which the solar rays hit the surface of the
earth. This one feels invested by its rays, he feels burned by
the heat of the sun; the vividness of its light is such that, his
eyes being filled with it, he can hardly look at the earth. He
sees himself as though transfused, one could say, into the very
light; he feels little of the earth, of himself, and only because he
has his feet on the ground, but he lives only for the sun.
See what a great difference exists between the first, the second
and the third.
But, move even further. A fourth person takes flight into the
solar rays, and rises up to the centre of its sphere. This one
remains burned by the intensity of the heat that the sun
contains in its centre; the intensity of the light eclipses him
completely, in such a way that he remains dissolved,
consumed, within the sun itself. This fourth person can no
longer look at the earth nor think of himself; and if he does look,
he will look at light, he will feel fire. So, for him all things have
ended; light and heat have taken the place of his life.
What a difference between the third and the fourth! However,
all this difference does not depend on the sun, but on
creatures, and on how they expose themselves to the light of
the sun.
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