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Then, on coming, He told me: “My daughter, instead of
nonsense you spoke a truth. In fact, in each soul I form a divine

life, and if the soul is disturbed, this divine life that I keep
forming also remains disturbed. Not only this, but it never
comes to being completed perfectly.”

And He disappeared like a flash. Then I continued my usual
interior work on the Passion, and as I reached the point of the

encounter of Jesus and Mary on the Way of the Cross, He
made Himself seen again and told me: “My daughter, the soul

also I encounter continuously, and if in the encounter I make
with the soul I find her in the act of exercising virtues, and
united with Me, she repays Me for the sorrow I suffered when I
encountered my Mother, so sorrowful because of Me.”

Volume 5

March 24, 1903

Though being nothing, one can be everything while being

with Jesus.

This morning, after I had gone through most bitter days,
blessed Jesus came and spent time with me intimately, so

much so, that I thought I would possess Him forever. But all of
a sudden, He disappeared like a flash. Who can say my pain? I
felt I was going insane; more so, since I was almost sure that I
was not going to lose Him any more.

Now, while I was being consumed with pains, He came back

like a flash, and with sonorous and serious voice He told me:
“Who are you to expect to be always with Me?”

And I, insane as I was, all daring, answered: ‘I am everything
while being with You; I feel I am nothing but a will come out of

the womb of my Creator, and as long as this will is united with
You, it feels life, existence, peace, all of its good. Without You I

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